…Of zzz and Daughter of Jembalang

I’m *yawns*…sleepy….*yawns* very very sleepyawnsss…
Hot Papa is having high fever… I was up most of the night making sure his temp didn’t go so high *yawns* I can’t open my eyes now *yawns* and my back is aching….the chair next to the bed was darn uncomfy…erkh, how I’d kill to lie down for a while [...]

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Panty Berlubang

Warning : Not for those who does not have underwear “berlubang”
“B, I think you have to get new panties” so Hot Papa said.
“What’s wrong with my panties?” I asked. Hot Papa who was doing the laundry held up my red panty, my red ‘berlubang’ panty and raised his eyebrows.
“This is why my darling. [...]

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*bloop bloop bloop*

*bloop bloop bloop*
Help! I’m drowning!
*bloop bloop bloop*
I…rrkkhhh…can’t….rrrkkhh…breathe!
*gulps*
Please get this done ASAP!What about the information? It’s extermely urgent…I need it now!Draft a Resolution for this now and make sure that the directors sign it by today. What? I don’t care that it’s quater to 7 pm and all the Directors have gone home…find them!
*runs up*
*runs down*
*puffs*
*huffs*
HELP! [...]

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Hot Papa

Warning : Not for those who are allergic to over-mushyness
Looking at Hot Papa sitting at the “Reserved” table dressed in baju melayu complete with ’sampin’ and ’songkok’ all alone during the wedding reception and knowing that he hates formal function with passion…
Looking at Hot Papa cooking me some rice in the middle of the night [...]

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Jeniper Lopess & Abang Itam

Interesting conversation I had with the makcik at the cafe just now…
Makcik Cafe (MC) : Nak, makcik selalu nampak awak beli makan kat sini…apa nama?Me : errrr…ohh saya “name”MC : Ooh sedapnya nama….Me : Terima kasihMC : Orang mana?Me : Orang “place”MC : eeeehhh tu dah dekat dgn kampung makcik tu..senang laMe : ek? senang?…errrrMC [...]

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Go to the mattresses

I am physically drained…utterly knackered
..but most of all, emotionally exhausted. It feel like I have gone for a battle I and fought and fought and I fought…but never to win at the end..
…and I only managed to have some herbal tea the whole day and nothing else, (cammomile : Thanks aceshigh) I’m not as jumpy [...]

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Warning System

Its happening again…
1:30 am…
2:15 am…
2:55 am…
3:45am…
4:17am…
5:00 am…
I gave up….I can’t do this. I keep waking up every hour..and I don’t just wake up, I jumped out of bed, sweat pouring, heartbeat racing, sick feeling at the pit of my stomach….
What is it? What is it that you want to tell me?
Something is not right….
Really?
Yes…and you [...]

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Kidnapped

When I was bout 6 or 7 years old…I was kidnapped.
I’m talking about real kidnapping here, a kidnapper, a 5 storey flat, smelly oily man(that’s all I remember about him) police cars, men in uniforms….the complete episode.
I don’t remember much of what happened exactly, except being taken to an empty room on the top floor [...]

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Almost doesn’t count

When I’m in love, I love whole heartedly. It’s either I’m in or I’m out…..
“You’re too bloody loyal babe. That’s your problem”…I was once told.
I’m sorry, that’s me. I’m a one man woman…salah ke?
“Tak salah, just stupid. Seelah what your loyalty has brought you before this. At least let me introduce you to some of [...]

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Blogtized

Every morning, the moment I arrived at work, at my desk…turn the computer on….I will try my darnest to NOT start making my usual round raeding my favourite blog before I finish my work.
Why?
Because if I do, like today…like right now…I am totally wraped up in the blog world that I have no care left [...]

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